well...for me it's like this.
Been not wanting a relationship, Been in long term relationships, been married, been in flings, been
out running around, Been hurted, Done the hurting. People left me. I left people....ect
Sometimes even when there's nothing wrong with the relationship, people either died on me or got sick.
Have that one person I love very much and cant stop loving her no matter what too.
Been in very nasty fights with all the trauma and drama on over drive or to the extreme.
That makes you wonder or say to youself...fresia all that honeysuckle of love and relationship.
Been desperate enough to also get into realtionships with people I dont love
and know those people dont really love me either.
Have plenty of mental, emotional, physical and spiritaul scars.
Also have many, many good memories of very very good moments and lots of love too.
I dont really know what the best way or right way anymore. Tried it from different angels.
Lived it different ways, in different places and with different people.
I dont know if it's just the experince of the journey and not the destiny itself.
Best to have lost at love than to nevered loved at all.
IDK.....Whatever the heck ways I gotta look at it to be OK.
been in relationships and felt alone while I was in it too.
Life....
so are asking if you're ok???
or you're asking maybe you might wanna try something different?
People thinks all kinds of ways...there's almost 7 billion people on this rock.
Of course there's people that lives your life style...either by chioce or by defualt of life.
Do whatever you wanna do....
