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KungFuGuestMasta
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Well, seeing as how the guy who created this forum said he was waitin for activity, I'll gladly moan about how crappy I think I feel, but just for his benefit.
Ultimately, I got skipped over in the big gigantic "I'm lonely" google search thread, so I wasn't quite content with moaning over there. Atleast here I can see how many people have noticed my whining, which makes it not nearly as bad. My story:
I've been rather lonely for quite a while. It started when I was young and got homeschooled for a few years. During this time I lost contact with most friends I had at the time, and it only got worse as I entered college. I entered college at the age of 13, and it only got worse. By this point I have 2 friends, and thanks to the hard effort of one of my friends, a girlfriend. Nearly 4 years later, I've been single for 3 years and 3 months, am down to casual visits from the old friends that I've long since lost (by casual, I mean once every few weeks), and have no visible prospects of new friends. Whenever anyone in college hears of my age, it turns into a "Oh, how novel!" situation, and after the semester is over, I never hear from these people again. This also makes things difficult finding a girlfriend, because all the women I meet are college age, and want nothing to do with someone two years younger than them, especially with relationships. Girls my age are nigh unmeetable, and usually don't like me because of the stigmata attached with being smart in this area (That sentence may not make sense; think of me as a nerd, and it will). In addition to this, I plan to go to med school, where I'll still be significantly younger than my peers, which will only aggravate my social problems. On top of this, I've come to realize that I'll never achieve my lifes goal. The only thing I have going for me, the only thing I live for, is my family. My younger brother is really one of the few things keeping me alive. School is very hard, and I'm usually studying all day whenever I'm not in school, which also hinders my free time to spend with any possible friends. The difficulty level of college is hard enough, combined with no prospects of friends or girlfriends in the near future, and knowing I can't accomplish my lifes goal, life just seems crappy. I'm pretty sure that if I didn't have my little brother, I'd just finish it off right now. Anyway, thats my bitchin.
Ultimately, I got skipped over in the big gigantic "I'm lonely" google search thread, so I wasn't quite content with moaning over there. Atleast here I can see how many people have noticed my whining, which makes it not nearly as bad. My story:
I've been rather lonely for quite a while. It started when I was young and got homeschooled for a few years. During this time I lost contact with most friends I had at the time, and it only got worse as I entered college. I entered college at the age of 13, and it only got worse. By this point I have 2 friends, and thanks to the hard effort of one of my friends, a girlfriend. Nearly 4 years later, I've been single for 3 years and 3 months, am down to casual visits from the old friends that I've long since lost (by casual, I mean once every few weeks), and have no visible prospects of new friends. Whenever anyone in college hears of my age, it turns into a "Oh, how novel!" situation, and after the semester is over, I never hear from these people again. This also makes things difficult finding a girlfriend, because all the women I meet are college age, and want nothing to do with someone two years younger than them, especially with relationships. Girls my age are nigh unmeetable, and usually don't like me because of the stigmata attached with being smart in this area (That sentence may not make sense; think of me as a nerd, and it will). In addition to this, I plan to go to med school, where I'll still be significantly younger than my peers, which will only aggravate my social problems. On top of this, I've come to realize that I'll never achieve my lifes goal. The only thing I have going for me, the only thing I live for, is my family. My younger brother is really one of the few things keeping me alive. School is very hard, and I'm usually studying all day whenever I'm not in school, which also hinders my free time to spend with any possible friends. The difficulty level of college is hard enough, combined with no prospects of friends or girlfriends in the near future, and knowing I can't accomplish my lifes goal, life just seems crappy. I'm pretty sure that if I didn't have my little brother, I'd just finish it off right now. Anyway, thats my bitchin.