worldofadreamer
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I am 21years old, an asian girl, who doesn't belong anywhere. I have never been happy, just lonely. I always feel like I have this horrible emptyness (almost like a hole) within me and it can't be filled. I'm so fed up, I lie on my bed all day doing nothing, just trying to avoid the fact that i'm alive. I'm useless, i'm good at nothing, and don't how to help myself. I know I need help but I also know that this world is horrible and nobody does anything for unselfish reasons. I don't even know why i'm writing this, i'm just a mess