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ughhhhhhhh................yes im lonely. im trying to find love now. and yet...its seems this world is teasing me any way possible. what i mean is there are those days were im happy but lonely. and there are those days were im sad and lonely. (which has been for a while now.)
i mean comeon! my freinds will be saying "went to the movies with my girlfreind. we had a great time we kissed, we had dinner, and we madeout. KNOWING IM SINGLE HOW DOES THAT MAKE ME FEEL?!! it feels horrible. a girl that im working with in science class said to me the other day..."oh jesse jesse jesse, it was SOOOOOO romantic- by then i cut her off telling her to start from the beggining. so she said "well my boyfreind took me to denny's yesterday and it was sooooooo romantic. there was candles, we were the only ones there, and we shared desert. and to top it all off we had a long romantic kiss! isn't that great?!!" i agree with her and become hollow and lonely inside. some of you may think oh hes just jelaous. well no im happy for my freinds and hope it works out but it just kills me inside.
its been 5 years since i've been with someone and im lonely. well last night i was reading my book and UGH! all it talks about is the main character finding something i dont have. LOVE
anyway im a real romantic guy but no one knows it. i try to express it... but i just look weird.
AT SCHOOL were talikn about the antomy of LOVE! lunch was LOVE HEART COOKIES. IT WAS MAKE OUT WITH YOUR LOVER IN FRONT OF ME DAY. TEACHER SAID SHE FELL IN LOVE! WRITING POEMS ABOUT LOVE! OMG THE WORLD IS TEASING ME!!!!!
lonelyer than ever
i mean comeon! my freinds will be saying "went to the movies with my girlfreind. we had a great time we kissed, we had dinner, and we madeout. KNOWING IM SINGLE HOW DOES THAT MAKE ME FEEL?!! it feels horrible. a girl that im working with in science class said to me the other day..."oh jesse jesse jesse, it was SOOOOOO romantic- by then i cut her off telling her to start from the beggining. so she said "well my boyfreind took me to denny's yesterday and it was sooooooo romantic. there was candles, we were the only ones there, and we shared desert. and to top it all off we had a long romantic kiss! isn't that great?!!" i agree with her and become hollow and lonely inside. some of you may think oh hes just jelaous. well no im happy for my freinds and hope it works out but it just kills me inside.
its been 5 years since i've been with someone and im lonely. well last night i was reading my book and UGH! all it talks about is the main character finding something i dont have. LOVE
anyway im a real romantic guy but no one knows it. i try to express it... but i just look weird.
AT SCHOOL were talikn about the antomy of LOVE! lunch was LOVE HEART COOKIES. IT WAS MAKE OUT WITH YOUR LOVER IN FRONT OF ME DAY. TEACHER SAID SHE FELL IN LOVE! WRITING POEMS ABOUT LOVE! OMG THE WORLD IS TEASING ME!!!!!
lonelyer than ever