So this thread is for everyone who want to share things about themselves they are not proud off or that they wish that things went differently.
So I'll start off first...
I have been known to be almost non-existence to the female population, that is until 9th grade. I decided I want to help other people and decided to join a peer support groups. It had a nice atmosphere to it, however after a few week into it, I didn't connect with anyone. Some of these high school kids were so rotten I wonder why they are in a volunteer group on helping people? Anyway one day the teacher told us to do small group project. It was then that I realize that this girl sitting across from me has some sort of bond. It was like we had chemistry, we like the same thing, and we both enjoy helping other people. Well after a few more session, we became friends, and all her friends also become my friends except little did they no I have no friends. So despite my cool approach every after school hours, I never hang out with her at lunch or any other time. It was halfway through the years when a few of her friends ask me "Chris, why haven't you ask her out already"? I was shock at first, and then I realize she was into me. I mean there were sign pointing that she like me, but yet at the same time I couldn't let her know I had no friends. Maybe I had too much prides or fear of what she would think of me.
Well it been years now, and I realize how foolish and dumb I was back then. The chance to have a girlfriend who was consider my many to be the prettiest Asian/Hispanic mix girl in the whole school. Now I realize girls don't care if you don't have friends or not, at least you treat them right, but most importantly, if you don't have any friends, they get to have you all by themselves. I learn that now, fear took a hold of me back then, and that is something I regret.
Now I guess I can gain some positive experience back, knowing that as a outcast for most of my school years, I could still manage to have a girlfriend, which only mean if I wasn't an outcast, I *might* have many girlfriends, and it sure doesn't take a genius to figure that one out.
Thanks for reading.
Feel free to share your.
So I'll start off first...
I have been known to be almost non-existence to the female population, that is until 9th grade. I decided I want to help other people and decided to join a peer support groups. It had a nice atmosphere to it, however after a few week into it, I didn't connect with anyone. Some of these high school kids were so rotten I wonder why they are in a volunteer group on helping people? Anyway one day the teacher told us to do small group project. It was then that I realize that this girl sitting across from me has some sort of bond. It was like we had chemistry, we like the same thing, and we both enjoy helping other people. Well after a few more session, we became friends, and all her friends also become my friends except little did they no I have no friends. So despite my cool approach every after school hours, I never hang out with her at lunch or any other time. It was halfway through the years when a few of her friends ask me "Chris, why haven't you ask her out already"? I was shock at first, and then I realize she was into me. I mean there were sign pointing that she like me, but yet at the same time I couldn't let her know I had no friends. Maybe I had too much prides or fear of what she would think of me.
Well it been years now, and I realize how foolish and dumb I was back then. The chance to have a girlfriend who was consider my many to be the prettiest Asian/Hispanic mix girl in the whole school. Now I realize girls don't care if you don't have friends or not, at least you treat them right, but most importantly, if you don't have any friends, they get to have you all by themselves. I learn that now, fear took a hold of me back then, and that is something I regret.
Now I guess I can gain some positive experience back, knowing that as a outcast for most of my school years, I could still manage to have a girlfriend, which only mean if I wasn't an outcast, I *might* have many girlfriends, and it sure doesn't take a genius to figure that one out.
Thanks for reading.
Feel free to share your.