ColbyKristoff
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I'm Colby Kristoff, and this is my life as of July 30th, 2012. I'm an atheist living in Utah, which on top of being a boring nothing of a state, is filled with Mormons. My home is one filled with religious folks. As a result my mother and father generally avoid me unless it's absolutely necessary. I have bouts of depression and, despite the therapy, I still end up feeling borderline suicidal every couple of months.
One of those bouts began a couple months ago and it was around that time my girlfriend of a year left me on the premise that she, "Needed God in her life and that she couldn't have god in her life with me in it. Needless to say this stung quite a bit and I've been feeling more lonely than usual.
I don't know what I'm expecting from posting here, but I guess it got my stuff out into the Internet.
One of those bouts began a couple months ago and it was around that time my girlfriend of a year left me on the premise that she, "Needed God in her life and that she couldn't have god in her life with me in it. Needless to say this stung quite a bit and I've been feeling more lonely than usual.
I don't know what I'm expecting from posting here, but I guess it got my stuff out into the Internet.