freedom
Well-known member
hi.
is anyone else here too depressed for sex? some of you might be asking yourselves, "how can you be too depressed for sex?". well, my sadness is so great and my heart is so broken, my faith is so lost and my burden is so heavy that i've lost interest in just about everything, including living. don't worry, i'm not suicidal. i'm just counting down the infinite hours to my demise. anyway, here's why i'm asking:
there's this lady that i know who is a grown-ass woman who won't stop hitting on me and asking me out, and keeps dropping little hints here and there that blatantly scream out "i want to do you". i'm not a virgin, and in my prime i would have already pounced on her a couple of times, but i'm just too depressed for sex. lately, when i masturbate, i find it hard to get it up and keep it up. sometimes i can't even finish the act. anyway, i've turned women down before, but this lady is desperate. she's very attractive, she's in a long-term relationship, and from what i hear, she couldn't keep her legs closed if they were tied together with a rope, and i don't know why she's so interested in me. i feel like telling her, "fine, let's do it at your place. when we get there, i'm just going to pop a viagra, get undressed, and throw myself on your bed. you can do whatever you want to me". i should probably mention that i haven't been laid in years, but that's because i've been abstaining for fear of getting someone pregnant. i know that sounds crazy, but i REALLY don't want to have any children. maybe after i have my vasectomy i'll be a little more daring.
anyway, my co-workers and family members are starting to think i'm gay, but i'm not. they just wouldn't understand me so i never tell them what i feel and what i'm going through. they're all a bunch of horny jackhammers and expect me to think and act the same, but i wouldn't be promiscuous like they are even if i weren't so depressed and if i had the testosterone of a raging bull on crack. so does anyone else know where i'm coming from???
"tanks".
is anyone else here too depressed for sex? some of you might be asking yourselves, "how can you be too depressed for sex?". well, my sadness is so great and my heart is so broken, my faith is so lost and my burden is so heavy that i've lost interest in just about everything, including living. don't worry, i'm not suicidal. i'm just counting down the infinite hours to my demise. anyway, here's why i'm asking:
there's this lady that i know who is a grown-ass woman who won't stop hitting on me and asking me out, and keeps dropping little hints here and there that blatantly scream out "i want to do you". i'm not a virgin, and in my prime i would have already pounced on her a couple of times, but i'm just too depressed for sex. lately, when i masturbate, i find it hard to get it up and keep it up. sometimes i can't even finish the act. anyway, i've turned women down before, but this lady is desperate. she's very attractive, she's in a long-term relationship, and from what i hear, she couldn't keep her legs closed if they were tied together with a rope, and i don't know why she's so interested in me. i feel like telling her, "fine, let's do it at your place. when we get there, i'm just going to pop a viagra, get undressed, and throw myself on your bed. you can do whatever you want to me". i should probably mention that i haven't been laid in years, but that's because i've been abstaining for fear of getting someone pregnant. i know that sounds crazy, but i REALLY don't want to have any children. maybe after i have my vasectomy i'll be a little more daring.
anyway, my co-workers and family members are starting to think i'm gay, but i'm not. they just wouldn't understand me so i never tell them what i feel and what i'm going through. they're all a bunch of horny jackhammers and expect me to think and act the same, but i wouldn't be promiscuous like they are even if i weren't so depressed and if i had the testosterone of a raging bull on crack. so does anyone else know where i'm coming from???
"tanks".