Super-vagabond
Active member
Hello,
My name is Super-Vagabon and I have some issues unfortunately .
I don't know if you will read all i have to say but I hope so because I really need you help . This is hard to me to explain all of this to you guys .
I am 19 years old and since I am 18 I live the worst experiment of my life. I am lonely , depressed and another thing i cant tell what it is .
I never graduated from high school and I feel weak and a lot of shame. I dont have any close friends , no girlfriend and no work . I live with my parents and I all want to do is Sleep and surfing the internet all day . I dont go to school because I dont have any motivation I try to work but every time I do , I got fired because im too depressed . I tried to talk to a psy but it doesn't help me . Everyday Im thinking about Suicide because I cant support it anymore but I dont want to die a the same time because I still have some hope in my deep inner self . I try to find who am I with questions like : What I like to do , What are my interests , what are my passions . but the problem here is that I dont have any answers to those questions I dont know who am I and this scared the hell out of me I thought i was going crazy or something I search what i want in life what i want to do for a living but I dont know and im turning in circle and I dont move forward .
I think I will stop to write for now because if the text is too big nobody will read it so if you want to know more , or help me ask me some questions .
I will probably post the next part .
My name is Super-Vagabon and I have some issues unfortunately .
I don't know if you will read all i have to say but I hope so because I really need you help . This is hard to me to explain all of this to you guys .
I am 19 years old and since I am 18 I live the worst experiment of my life. I am lonely , depressed and another thing i cant tell what it is .
I never graduated from high school and I feel weak and a lot of shame. I dont have any close friends , no girlfriend and no work . I live with my parents and I all want to do is Sleep and surfing the internet all day . I dont go to school because I dont have any motivation I try to work but every time I do , I got fired because im too depressed . I tried to talk to a psy but it doesn't help me . Everyday Im thinking about Suicide because I cant support it anymore but I dont want to die a the same time because I still have some hope in my deep inner self . I try to find who am I with questions like : What I like to do , What are my interests , what are my passions . but the problem here is that I dont have any answers to those questions I dont know who am I and this scared the hell out of me I thought i was going crazy or something I search what i want in life what i want to do for a living but I dont know and im turning in circle and I dont move forward .
I think I will stop to write for now because if the text is too big nobody will read it so if you want to know more , or help me ask me some questions .
I will probably post the next part .