Ste_lla
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I don't know how many times I thought about this, but ultimately I have the urge to just move away and become a completely different person. A place where no one knows me, where I won't have any pressure whatsoever. Maybe there, I can overcome my social problems (shyness?).
I mean, I tried doing that by going off to college far from home, but I eneded up in the same hole. I did nothing to change my ways. It was kinda scary to see that even the friends I made there resembled my friends from high school so much.
Anyway, I don't know what to do with my life right now, I don't know if I can feel more lost or alone. I don't even want to go back to college. I don't know if running away will help, but it sure sounds like a plan to me.
I mean, I tried doing that by going off to college far from home, but I eneded up in the same hole. I did nothing to change my ways. It was kinda scary to see that even the friends I made there resembled my friends from high school so much.
Anyway, I don't know what to do with my life right now, I don't know if I can feel more lost or alone. I don't even want to go back to college. I don't know if running away will help, but it sure sounds like a plan to me.