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Rosebolt
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I feel like i'm evolving once again to something better, but i still feel like i should be punished for who i am. I'm wondering when and in what form this punishment will come.
jaguarundi said:Tulip23 said:jaguarundi said:The doctor wouldn't say much about what it might be, but it might be cancer. How much to tell him...
God Jags I am so sorry to read your post. I hope it's not that.
**hugs** at this worrying time...
My father. Has to have a hospital appointment to look at his stomach, has to be next week. Some blood tests have revealed... problems.
Peaches said:LF: never say you are a reflection you ARE, and super awesome
Rosebolt said:I feel like i'm evolving once again to something better, but i still feel like i should be punished for who i am. I'm wondering when and in what form this punishment will come.
ardour said:Then I find out my best friend here is leaving on secondment for a year.
Rosebolt said:I feel like i'm evolving once again to something better, but i still feel like i should be punished for who i am. I'm wondering when and in what form this punishment will come.
JustSomeGal said:happy happy happy
MTrip said:Oh ****. Sorry to read this, 'rundi. I recall previous statements re your father....You two haven't had the nicest relationship but you have such patience that you still look after him. Which is amazing. I hope it all turns out okay.
Batman55 said:Get lost and take your paranoid delusions with you.
ardour said:Feeling about as low as possible. Spent all weekend writing an assignment only to get it in late. Turned up to work today with no sleep, and .. the extreme awkwardness.
The two 20 something women in my office think I’m a creep… I have no idea why. This from a complete turnaround a couple of weeks ago when everything was friendly.
Then I find out my best friend here is leaving on secondment for a year.
Rodent said:Today the girl sitting next to me in class told me that I am the only good thing about school for her and that she probably couldn't endure this daily ordeal without me (teachers and other students alike).
I told her it's mutual and that it was a charming thing to say...but I don't know how I really feel about this. I can't deal with compliments.
ladyforsaken said:Rosebolt said:I feel like i'm evolving once again to something better, but i still feel like i should be punished for who i am. I'm wondering when and in what form this punishment will come.
Usually we are a bit too hard on ourselves. I don't think you should be if your conscience is clear and you haven't done evil and cruel things in your life. You're a good person, Rosebolt. Maybe you should just enjoy evolving being better and give yourself some credit.. or more.
Edward W said:Rosebolt said:I feel like i'm evolving once again to something better, but i still feel like i should be punished for who i am. I'm wondering when and in what form this punishment will come.
Okay, I'm glad about the first part, but mad about the 2nd. Why? You focus on your future and your plans. I wish I'd had your focus, knowing what I do about you I have no idea why you feel you deserve punishment, but I'd ask you to accept my ticking off here as fulfilment of it and move on!! Good luck!
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