Its not right or wroung.
When your that low you don't think about anyone but yourself. How could you.
I too have not done it because am to chicken honeysuckle.
You have to remember this though. Most ppl that try suicide don't succeeded and end up hurting them self moor.
If you try and O-D you well moor then likely end up suffering for days or even weeks why your liver or kidneys stop working.
And it would be a miserable painful long drown out death.
Other ppl that have tried other things have disabled them self for life and there for have to have other ppl wipe there back side for the rest of there lives or have even made them self mentally disabled.
This thread
here is still a good place to look if you feeling down that much.
I erg you to get help if your feeling this bad.
I know where your coming from cos I have been feeling like this some what as well.
It is hard but you must remind yourself that it is the most final thing you could ever do in your life.
Something I have told my self for many many years now is this life is only but a blink of the eye in evolution terms.
Surely we can endow what ever pain we have for that long.
The spirit lives for ever. I believe that. This life well not last forever. just as you thought school would never end, but it did. This life well end just the same.
If you think you are struggling here and need someone to talk to then your moor then welcome to PM me.
I cant promise I well get strait back as I may be a sleep or busy. But I well reply as soon as I can to you.
Life's to precious to throw away, your to precious.