I get up around 4:30 AM -5 AM. It's probably from old age...lmao
It's a habit I've develope from having to get up early to attend work while I was working in constructions...
I'm also getting back into working my recovery program.
I do not like to rushed in the morning or other times too..
I get up early so that I may gather myself and spend some quite time alone.
This way I don't let my mind going into auto pilot of negative thinking...
It's more natural for me to have possitive thoughts...I love myself, I'm ok. everything is ok ...etc
It's my early morning meditations. It's very peaceful.
I have my cup of coffee and basically just relax. I feel charged and rested.
I enjoy watching the sunrise. Bascailly just being in the moment...without worries or stress.
I pray for my gf and daghters everyday.
Then my GF
calls me almost everyday. Just hearing her vioce brings peace and joy to my heart.
We talk about whatever...sometimes serious stuff other times just joking and laughing.
Bascailly just being in the moment with her. I'm grateful she's willing to spend her time and life with me.
I'm grateful she's making the effort to reach out to me. She knows i love her very much.
I'm employed again ...so work keeps me pretty busy. My current empployment dosn't require I do much
calculations. Sometimes I'll listen to my songs on my MP3 player..Other times I'll listen to various
self improvement program..Lots and lots of possitve re-enforcements.
Lots and lots of de programing my old ways of thinking.
Sometimes the thought of my GF will cross my mind. I just keep her love in my heart.
Sometimes I just take my wallet out and look at her beautiful picture....
and a picture of our beautiful duaghter
Other times I'll take time out and listen to my friends tell me jokes or whatever.
I work with the public...so I see alot of different peaple. I keep a freindly attitude.
I give the people the respect and dignety no matter what walks of life they come from...rich, poor, or homeless.
Sometimes I'll just have a causual conversation with complete strangers I've never met.
Sometimes I'll play my guitar...
I've been writting a song for my GF.
It's cool...it's been a while since I've written a song.
Sometimes I'll read a book
Sometimes I'll get on the net and write (as i am now)
Sometimes my friends would call. Sometimes we would go hang out or just talk.
Sometimes I'l go for a drive and blast on my stereo in my car.
Sometimes I'll go for my 5-10 miles bike ride.
Sometimes I'll go excersize.
Sometimes I'll write in my journal...
Other times some of my friend would visit. Sometimes I'll have to go help my friends.
i still don't watch much TV...lol