theshycynic
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Aside from the fact that i can be extremely shy, attempting to interact with people just makes me realize how much i HATE PEOPLE. Why is it that i get slick remarks, and judgmental looks from people who don't understand me? Why can't i just be quiet, and to myself in class without girls looking in my direction with discontent on their faces?? What is everyone's deal with their dislike of shy people?! I may be one of the most non-judgmental people on the planet. I would befriend, and be nice to any and everybody. It's difficult to express myself out loud and in public, but i always wear a smile for people who are open to receiving a smile. I just don't understand. I have one class Business communications, and there are 3 girls who sit around me, more or less. They are always engaging in conversation, while i just sit in angst, praying for the moment the professor will shut everyone up to begin class. I get a whole bunch of sarcasm, and downright rudeness from people because i don't speak out, and that is so mind boggling. God i just wish everyone would take their heads out of their own asses and see that it's not SO EASY for people to open up! Starting fall classes has made me realize that all the therapy, and work has done nothing. I'm still the same wreck i was a year ago. What a waste.