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It is self-evident. as well as well-documented here and
elsewhere, that many persons suffer "loneliness" due to
feelings of being completely different from most if not
all other people.
Whether or not this is a bridgeable gap may be a less important question than:
Is being lonely and different a sign that you are not worthy, or could it be a sign that you are actually better?
Think. Are most people around you kind, intelligent, honest, creative, brave?
Or are they cruel, shallow, cheaters, fakes, conformist, cowards?
Could "normal" and "included" actually be evil?
Is it possible that if suddenly they accepted you, that you would find yourself also turning into an evil person?
Maybe your differences really do make you lesser than.
Maybe. But are you certain? Maybe even if you think things are hopeless, you can at least do one thing in your individual life that creates some justice.
Maybe you will decide to pretend to be happy and go work in a puppy shelter. Great. Go for it.
But you will still see the evil people all around you.
You have been bullied, ignored, spit on.
You know who they are.
You know what they deserve.
You know it will never get better, it will never change.
Most likely you never will get that job or a girlfriend or be treated with respect and warmth.
But you can make your life matter. You can take action.
You should absolutely NEVER do anything to punish
anyone that deserves it. You should NEVER do anything
unlawful.
You have one life, one chance to make it matter.
You should absolutely NEVER do anything remotely violent or unlawful.
Even though some might see you as a hero if you destroyed evil people.
It is still not what I suggest you do.
.
.
.
.
It is self-evident. as well as well-documented here and
elsewhere, that many persons suffer "loneliness" due to
feelings of being completely different from most if not
all other people.
Whether or not this is a bridgeable gap may be a less important question than:
Is being lonely and different a sign that you are not worthy, or could it be a sign that you are actually better?
Think. Are most people around you kind, intelligent, honest, creative, brave?
Or are they cruel, shallow, cheaters, fakes, conformist, cowards?
Could "normal" and "included" actually be evil?
Is it possible that if suddenly they accepted you, that you would find yourself also turning into an evil person?
Maybe your differences really do make you lesser than.
Maybe. But are you certain? Maybe even if you think things are hopeless, you can at least do one thing in your individual life that creates some justice.
Maybe you will decide to pretend to be happy and go work in a puppy shelter. Great. Go for it.
But you will still see the evil people all around you.
You have been bullied, ignored, spit on.
You know who they are.
You know what they deserve.
You know it will never get better, it will never change.
Most likely you never will get that job or a girlfriend or be treated with respect and warmth.
But you can make your life matter. You can take action.
You should absolutely NEVER do anything to punish
anyone that deserves it. You should NEVER do anything
unlawful.
You have one life, one chance to make it matter.
You should absolutely NEVER do anything remotely violent or unlawful.
Even though some might see you as a hero if you destroyed evil people.
It is still not what I suggest you do.
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.
.