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Went to the docs today and he's decided I'm having a breakdown and has prescribed me anti-depressants again. I have been off my anti depressants for over a year now and I worked so hard to get off them and I know how awful they are to restart. I'm scared they'll make me worse and I won't beable...

I can remember the last time I was truly happy, that scares me badly. I always take the negative route rather than positive. I find fault with everything and everyone. I distrust everyone. I feel trapped in my body, I find it hard to show emotion to other people. I am wooden, I never just go...

I haven't slept Comfortably in weeks and now more than ever I just wish I had someone here to look over me and let me sleep in safety. This is coming from a guy who has lived on his on for years, it's never bothered me before but I feel very vulnerable to "attack" at present.

Given the option, would you continue doing a job you hate because the money was good or do a job that doesn't offend you on a low wage and just scrape by in life? This is the current dilemma I am facing. I have by all accounts a fantastic job but I hate the field I work in. Unfortunately going...

Well I thought I'd come on here and vent my frustrations out. My life has been going fantastically over the last 6months and as luck would have it the better/easier my life gets, the worse my depression gets. I've just been promoted with a nice big increase in wage. I now hate the job, it's...

Missing someone that doesn't miss you is truly a gut wrenching experience. Time doesn't heal at all, it just helps you forget.:(

Right I've been lazy for too long, I've got a car full of petrol, a few pound in my pocket and a taste for going on a mini adventure tomorrow! What's your suggestions?

It's been a while since I last posted on here but the black dog is back with vengeance lately. I am under not illusion that my unhappiness and resulting loneliness is manufactured by my own hands. I haven't been dealt poor hands in life, I've created and now I want to fix it but don't know...

After many many months of hurt, pain and disappointment my tanks are completely empty. I just need someone I care for to look after me and let me lick my wounds for a while but I haven't got someone to do this. This is something I really did take for granted for many years.

OK, I'm actually being a bit tongue in cheek but sometimes it feels like I wish my ex partner was dead, so I could love, grieve and move on. It's so much harder when someone you actually do care wholehearted for is still alive and doesn't give one fresia about you. I really don't know how much...

Well fresia! I just got over my ex a few months back...took over a year but I really felt that I had turned the chapter. I even started seeing a really lovely girl and things were going great. Unfortunately I had a bit of unfinished business with my ex which meant I had to make contact again...

This is how I feel at the moment. It's weird because I know if i acted how I actually am, I'd be a more positive and happy person to be around but I'm just uncomfortable with myself so I just close up.

A year to the day I broke up with my partner. The pain is starting to subside now and I am now out of the denial stage thinking we may get back together but there is just one thing I can't do... and pathetically its take her picture out of my wallet. It has been in my wallet all my adult life...

First time in ages that I have had a few days off and cannot deal with it. I'm just bored, depressed and on my own. I did something very stupid and costly yesterday that has only amplified my depression, I knew it would happen if I did it but I did it anyway. I just don't understand why I go...

Does your good days make the bad days worse? I think mine does and it always makes me weary of enjoying myself like today for instance I have had a blast but like a drug addict I can feel the crash about to begin and its torture, makes me wish I hadn't have got out of bed then I would just...

I have had 2/3 great days were I have felt ontop of everything and starting to enjoy life once again. Unfortunately something happened today that knocked me back and now as I sit in the house I can feel depressions cold hand start to grip my shoulder and I feel absolutely powerless against it...

I've had a drink in me but this is really starting to worry me. It took me a very long time to find Mrs. Right but I wasn't Mr Right as I was a bit of a $*#*&# and I accept that. It took many years to find out I wasn't the right person for my beloved and I don't know if I can wait that long...

I thought I was getting over the big lump of depression i've been in for the past few months after breaking up with the girlfriend. Looks like its rearing its ugly head again and I feel it creeping back into my life. I'm so incredibly sad as I thought I was moving on but I'm almost back to...

I'm stuck inside my house and can't work out how to get out. Recently moved out of my home as I split up with my girlfriend. This place doesn't feel like my home and it never will, i hate it but all I do is sit in it. I work long hours so I don't have to face reality but when I do, it just...

I'm Jim.....and I'm a bit dim! Thought I'd seek out a place that I can write whats on my mind at the moment as I'm going through a rough time this past few months. I've always been a loner sort of character, I'm likeable I suppose and have plenty of acquaintances but I am often reluctant to...