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i'm sorry someone hurt you like that:( (hug)

SophiaGrace - i'm sorry you're having suicidal thoughts. just remember it's a side effect of your medicine and don't act on those thoughts. i had suicidal thoughts for 10 years (many days, suicidal thoughts were 90% of my thoughts), but i'm still here. i learned that just because i'm thinking...

well, the last two men i got emotionally attached two were married (and they were my pastors--which is why they wanted to talk with me and help me in the first place). i also got really attached to a female (but not romantically) and she distanced herself, too. i think i come across as shy and...

thanks for the biscuit! :) wow, you really know how to bake!! fancy stuff! Do you make the pasta yourself? i make moist, gooey cookies, and bars and more--but never for myself--only when i can share them. some of my favorite dishes to make (and eat) are chapchae, southwestern eggrolls, lemon...

i would date an asian guy. i'm a white female in the US. for awhile i went to a church that was predominately Korean and i had a major crush on a Korean-American guy. i don't have a strong preference about the ethnicity of guys i would date. btw, i've never had a boyfriend or even been on a date.

the side effects i experienced on anti-depressants decreased after a couple weeks. i hope your side effects decrease and that you can drive safely!!

Cool! I was born in Dubuque, Iowa. I'm 29, F, central Illinois.

i can relate. i feel that way too. people i've gotten emotionally attached to have told me i want to be too close to them. i think they mean they don't want to be close to ME--they want to be close with other people. :(

it's difficult for me to make friends in the real world. but it's helpful to talk with people here and to realize we're not alone in feeling alone! my favorite colors are yellow, green, and blue--like many of Van Gogh's paintings.

hi Linda! i have some friends on facebook. but they aren't really my friends--i mean they hardly talk with me on real life. maybe they're acquaintances. sometimes i want to delete all the people that aren't really my friends. but i don't want to cut my friends list down to 3 or 4. people rarely...

welcome! i was suicidal for years. thanks for encouraging people to live!

Hi Paulo! I'm new here too! I'm shy and I lack social skills, so it's difficult for me to develop friendships. I hope this forum is helpful to both of us. i like your name :)

yeah, i thought they probably hid in the wilds. i feel like that sometimes--that humans need each other--and being alone is very difficult. because i feel so lonely, sometimes i wish i was more content with being independent, like my cat! Cats live and hunt and survive alone. but i agree that...