Recent content by Ender

Today I made a profile on a dating site. I don't expect to get any responses or anything but I feel better knowing that I at least did something towards getting a girlfriend. ^^;

Sort of. My brother knows that I get lonely sometimes. My dad used to tease me about getting a girlfriend when I was younger. Now, he's given up and doesn't talk anymore about it. My mom assumed that I just don't need people at all growing up....

Wow, it's like looking in a mirror... I'm sorry you feel that way RDorothy, but you are definitely not alone with that way of thinking. Especially the part about wanting just one good friend who sticks with you. And about the porn, I wouldn't feel guilty about it. Even though we are alone and...

The only point of life is to enjoy our limited time with others, hopefully forming friendships and sharing experiences. But don't worry. Death will come fast enough. Our time is short enough as it is...

Sorry to hear that happened to you Mellz Bellz. That guy should have at least told you why he stopped writing to you, just out of respect. I read online that some guys are spooked by women who are virgins (especially older ones) because they automatically assume something is wrong with them...

I'm the oldest of the three brothers and I honestly wouldn't change a thing. Actually, my brothers were and are some of the best friends I've ever had. They are some of the only folks I feel comfortable talking to for advice. One of my brothers has also never been on a date/in a relationship...

I'm still into anime, just not as much as I used to be. Lots of other worries in life now, such as studying for quals and focusing on my job. I still keep up with what's airing in Japan via fansubs. My favorite ones: Puella Magi Madoka Magica Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha Sola Automatic Maiden...

How I deal with being invisible is by not thinking/analyzing my life too much. I also avoid places where there are tons of happy couples (movie theaters, family restaurants), but when I do see them, I try not to compare my life to theirs. Actually, what works even better then that (for me)...

Thanks! (: I chose the name Ender from the Ender's Game novel series. I only use that nickname here to try to keep myself anonymous on this forum. I should clarify that I have received hugs (from family members) but not from someone that I'd want to have a relationship with.

In my experience, girls are fine with geeky guys as long as it's not all he does/thinks about and if he is not too shy. A lot of nerds are insanely shy, to the point of not knowing how to act around women. They don't show the confidence that women love a lot of times. Some are even scared of...

In my opinion, living with your family is okay (at any age) as long as you continue to make an effort to become independent (get a job/seek employment/seek treatment/go to school). Heck, my brothers in his mid 20's and still lives with my mom. That's okay though, because he is receiving mental...

I used to get this a lot in highschool many years ago. In fact, I almost got in a fight because of it. I don't act like a homosexual or have feminine mannerisms, I even masturbate only to women, but because I was always alone people automatically start to wonder why. They start wanting to peg...

Greetings, I recently discovered this forum by complete accident. I don't even remember what I was searching for, but I have since decided to stick around because this is the first place that seems to have people like me. A bit about myself. I am an almost 27 year old guy who has never had a...

54. Not as bad as I thought. Reasonably accurate I suppose. I'm not outright depressed most of the time, but I do feel tired alot and all of my life's experiences just feel numb to me. Even if something really good or bad happens, I feel nothing. Like it's happening to someone else and...

I've only felt suicidal once. It was when I was being tormented by my boss in a job that I could not quit (military). He made me feel like honeysuckle every day. Add that to the fact that I am catching up to 30 and have never experienced any intimacy/friendship with another human being my entire life...