Recent content by Hopefuldreamer

Thanks Eve for the Christmas card.

Well like I said, it's something I've been hearing since I was 12 years old. The thought would never have entered my mind otherwise. I've been told by my mom, sister and everyone else that I am manly looking. And everyone who knew my dad said we look the same. We even look alike in photos...

I get more lonely in the summer than I do this time of year. In the summer that's when everyone is out and enjoying the warm and doing group activities. In the winter I really I don't notice and I see family a lot at Christmas.

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Decided to do some experimenting because a friend wants to set me up on a blind date. (Scared because I have anxiety!) I posted pictures a while ago but I don't know which pages they are. So here is before: And this is after:

Just finished getting my card ready, I just have to send it. :)

I'll send and receive.

I've been bullied most of my life. When I was little, I'd always be the new kid, so I'd get made fun of for it. When I was about 12, it was because of my looks... which still happens to this day. You'd think adult people wouldn't bully each other, but unfortunately, some of the adults I've met...

I've been bullied for 15 years for my looks, so I don't know if I have it. People on the internet say I am not ugly, but most people offline, including my mother and sister tell me I am ugly. They tell me I look more like a guy than a woman.

I have no anxiety on the net. It's out in public I have it. On the internet I am fine.

I'll add a couple of mine from when my cat was a kitten. This was a while ago, but I love these pictures of him. I want to turn them into a canvas.

Edit: I didn't see someone else posted this already. I didn't look at the thread until after I posted this. Oops. He's so cute he deserves to be posted again.

I wish that I could be with him.

Well I purposely made my face look as neutral as possible, when I did the neutral face it made me look more sad than emotionless. But you pretty much analyzed me correctly. It's more sadness than anger though. I have this picture as well. I took it with a cell phone for different reasons. But I...

Honestly, my looks wouldn't bother me if it hadn't been pointed out to me so many times. What bothers me the most is the way I am viewed by family and the way certain people view when they first meet me. Not everyone of course, but I've had a few people, especially other females for some reason...