Recent content by Mr. Self Destruct

I know it's not really a worthwhile post, but I consider it somewhat of a positive experience. I posted a bunch of stuff for sale on Craigslist back in April and got quite a few responses, but I never emailed/called anyone back because I simply didn't want to deal with talking to them. ( I...

For the past few years, I notice I talk out loud to myself while I am alone. I guess I do this because I simply have very little contact with anyone- via in person, the phone, or internet. I suppose that after so many years of being so isolated, it just kind of naturally came to be. I'm aware...

I am curious as to what people on this sites most horrible memory of going to school is/was? For me it would have to be a school in the state of Virginia (U.S.A) many, many years ago. I had just moved there from around Chicago (U.S.A.) and I had ZERO friends, I mean absolutely nobody. I arrived...

After giving it some thought... I do like being alone. It's nice not to have to worry about someone knocking at your door. It's nice not having to worry about answering the phone because you're too stoned or too buzzed, or just don't feel like talking. It's nice not having to worry about...

Although I get what you mean, there isn't any possible way this is something you'll feel good about long term. Sure it will be great the first few weeks/months, but your decision will follow you your entire life. I've often thought that if I was hot and female I would take the route you are...

Here's an article I came across, thought someone else might like to read it. Kind of made me feel not so bad about the way my life always seems to go, I've always thought of myself as highly aware and alert of danger. http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/beingbadatrelationshipsisgoodforsurvival

I'm also curious who buys cd's anymore. I personally haven't bought a cd since around 1998. It's nice to just download an entire album in a couple of minutes, but I miss the feel of actually buying a cd, looking at the cover art, reading the lyrics, the smell of the packaging, etc... I don't...

*lol* Oh wow!! I find your honest advise quit interesting and funny. - Oh really? I'm a little hesitant to re-read my borderline drunken rambling, but all in all, I think it's hard to argue with too much I said (in my opinion anyways). What caught your eye in particular? I seriously do...

Thanks to each and everyone of you for your welcomes :) I appreciate you taking the time. Edgecrusher- I even do my best to avoid conversation with people I do know, my own family for example. I've known them my whole life, but I can't remember the last time I called one of them just to talk...

Hi Eris :) We have a somewhat similar story, my last friend was in the year 2000 as well. Although I was certainly able to get out of bed each day, it took me about 6 yrs. to get anything going again. I was a hopeless pot head and was stoned for every waking second of each day. It wasn't a...

Hi Genevive, I'm new also, nice to see you here :) What brings you to these forums?

I used to have suicidal thoughts when I was 19, nothing too major, but they were there. I've never considered harming others. I'm probably the last person to be giving advice, but my suggestion would be to isolate what your actual problems are- what is it that pisses you off, what makes you...

I've joined dozens of forums over the years, but have never considered posting in a introduction thread- I thrive on anonymity. I actually found this site in 2007, (I believe) - not sure how I came upon it but I was drinking at the time. I'm pretty sure I registered but back then you had to...