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When the leaves begin to turn, so did I  And I tried so hard, as I still... Alone in this place I let her go I let go You know? When you’ve nothing And all the goodbyes are dead I’ll wash myself of this place I’ll loose myself once; forever  And you keep And they keep And the world keeps Dying ...

*HUG*

It's a cold, cold November morning without you You left yourself everywhere but next to me Your impressions haunt me because I feel you But when I look, you are not there Not in my bed or in my arms No, summer is close in Peru And that's where I'll find you South of the equator  And beyond my...

Mau>lonliness

Mau, you're my hero!

Just believe in yourself; when you stop looking, love will find you.

Trying not to fight

I hate that song

I see a glimpse of humanity I see possibility in improbability I see you in me As I walked around in the darkness You held out a light for free What it meant to me To be heard, to be seen And of promises so grand, the thought kept me awake late And as awake the air is sweet And though I am...

To my love, wherever you may be Funniest thing happened the other day The universe made up its mind To play another trick on me The Stars played keep-away with my affections; to each, with all, in every direction Then scolded me at length for not accepting my lot To toil my entire life and all...

Everything is changing; It's not ever going be the same. This cruelty, this perversion, this fabrication has become accepted, common; just another thing. Everyone forgets until there’s nothing remembered to forgive. I'm still seriously injured; bleeding to death, but I guess that's the way it...

Thank you

I’m happy to be alive I’m happy to harbor no ill I’m happy to have no why I’m happy I didn’t just die It’s another day It’s another try It’s another sunrise It’s another chance to survive

I've been feeling sorry for myself for too long. I don't want to wallow in my perceived loneliness anymore. I realize the times I'm most happy is when I am focused on another person in love. I have no control over life and death, but I can choose how I respond to what happens. I can't make...

I can feel it lump in my throat pounding heart mind wanting to fly off in every direction i focus on breathing, slowly 1-in, 2-out… In this violent, wicked world That festoons my inner being, whether awake or asleep with sharp cuts and slow poisons, But my God protects me He guides...

I've got a little peace of mind in this place Because I quit your ******* race All these memories fading into one And I've known the company of evil ones Oh can you feel the poison in your bones My red queens always been on the throne I refuse to be like this no more I've got to fly back home...

Thank you for your response. It's nice to feel heard.

As you walk away Can not find the words to keep your place Lower my head, guilt resounds Now my face upon the ground Can't get out of my head As I fall asleep Where to? The unforgiving deep I see your shade; hideous form Picking at invisible sores Can't get out of your head I'm feeding it...

I thinking I'm lonely. I'm thinking misanthropy is hard to stay, but I'll keep trying.

I haven't spoken a word, except to my dying parents, about this loneliness I've been wrestling with. Im recently separated after many years of marriage and found out I have a terminal illness... I now live by myself and work many hours; I keep busy and try not to become idle; that's when my...