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Thinking I either need professional help atm or somebody to confide to.

Aye, I've been doing that for the past year or so, and it works :) Just for some reason find it hard to talk to people, to try to get some information out of them pertaining their interests, their stories, etc. I just awkwardly end up sounding like an interrogator and making myself look socially...

Thanks! It's a total conversion mod for Dungeon Defenders; basically, me and a friend are taking the core game and changing it around completely, changing the setting to a more steampunk-ish universe; different story, new classes, new towers, new mobs, everything.

Depressed

Happy that I passed my masters' course midterm with a high grade.. Why do I feel so alone though, even at work... I feel both stupid and like the odd one out in almost any social situation. Can't even enjoy a group laughter because I feel like I'm intruding and should be going back to work. My...

I've dated one :P Will that do?

I'm not playing Skyrim either. ... Mostly cos I don't have a good enough PC to run it at the settings that I want :( But aye, I game. Both online and off-line. I even make games. Working on my first project right now. The major games that have taken my time lately are League of Legends...

Like an emptiness inside your chest. Like walking through a giant, barren desert, without even the wind as a companion. To me, loneliness feels like a void inside your core being, like an essential part of your self is missing. Like wanting to talk to someone but there not being anybody near...

@Swanlake: Thank you :) I'm trying, but I'm anything but well-rounded, haha, like most programmers (I hope) I'm severely lazy. How did you get over your shyness? @WishingWell: The puppy wasn't exactly planned, which is more extraordinary to be fair, we pretty much found him abandoned in front...

Greetings, Location: Romania Age: 23 Gender: Male

At work, listening to the new U.D.O. album, coding and thinking of some character ideas for the game I'm working on.

Heh, thanks for the warm welcome guys. I'll try my best to fit in :) @Polar: That's the thing. I can hold a conversation for a while if the subject's already been "decided", but I'm inept at coming up with new ones. I guess since I've been isolated most of my life I'm terribad at finding...

This will seem extremely stupid but I can't even chat to my co-workers, even if I know I should be able to due to quite a few interests in common. I just feel extremely awkward when I try to strike up a conversation; I feel like either A. Everything I say doesn't seem to elicit any kind of...

I'm a guy, and get this! I can relate to most of what you said, apart for the eating disorder. Throughout primary and secondary school I was severely bullied by my class-mates (for a grand total of 5-6 years), which has led me to being completely unable to relate and talk to anybody in both high...

I guess this is a good place to start as any. Hi! My name's Andrei (which is Romanian for Andrew), I'm a 23 year old guy living in my hometown of Constanta (which is a small city by the Black Sea). This feels a bit awkward. I guess I joined these forums since I'm trying to fix my blatant...

I love these kinds of threads, always find new stuff to listen to. [video=youtube] Such a soothing song.

Added a TL;DR :P And thank you for the advice. I've decided I'll bite the bullet and write my CV right now, as it is, and aim for a job, hopefully the independence and experience will help in clearing my head of these stupid insecurities. Can't help feeling the strong sense of self-doubt, of...

Yeah, I realized the post was way too long after I hit the submit button. I kinda needed to vent after last night, so hey, thanks for reading the whole thing :) Means a bunch to me. I thought of adding a TLDR after the post , I'll reread it and do that. Anyway, I'll try to do what you...

Good evening, I'm not sure where to start, but I realized this night that I need some help and that I need to do something about my current condition if I do want to change my life. Which I do. I'm sickened by myself as I am at this moment. But before I go on I should give out some...