somber_radiance
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I just realized lately that maybe I'm experiencing depression. For the longest time I've fluctuated between not being able to stop crying and feeling nothing at all (numb and emotionless when I should be reacting emotionally to something). I can barely eat or sleep. And, I completely hate myself and can't stop thinking about how much of a useless piece of honeysuckle I am and why I keep messing everything up. And yes, I think about ending myself too. Like maybe the world is better off without me because I don't deserve a place here. I used to worry that people close to me would be upset...but I've begun to stop caring.
Can I just go ask for antidepressants? Would that help? I don't want to talk to any therapists. I studied psychology in college...I know how it goes. "How does that make you feel?" It annoys me. I just broke down and cried for my entire session last time I went.
What the heck is wrong with me? Why am I so down and angry?:club:
Can I just go ask for antidepressants? Would that help? I don't want to talk to any therapists. I studied psychology in college...I know how it goes. "How does that make you feel?" It annoys me. I just broke down and cried for my entire session last time I went.
What the heck is wrong with me? Why am I so down and angry?:club: