Zevon
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Good afternoon everyone,
I am 52 years old and live in the UK. I was married for 15 years to a lady with mental health problems, we separated over 3 years ago, and are currently going through a divorce. I have been with my current partner for around 2 years but she has decided to call it a day. I sold the marital home, which had very little equity around 8 months ago and left the village where I lived for 16 years. I cannot afford to rent there, so I am forced with starting all over again, with very little support, and all I can see is endless loneliness. I was undergoing EMDR for very poor self esteem but cannot carry on due to the break up.
I present as quite a funny happy soul, however I always feel that this is an act and top be honest I feel dead inside most of the time, my upbringing was geared towards pleasing others before self as such I get little/no pleasure out of life.
I am not sure what I want, I just wanted to talk.
Thank you.
I am 52 years old and live in the UK. I was married for 15 years to a lady with mental health problems, we separated over 3 years ago, and are currently going through a divorce. I have been with my current partner for around 2 years but she has decided to call it a day. I sold the marital home, which had very little equity around 8 months ago and left the village where I lived for 16 years. I cannot afford to rent there, so I am forced with starting all over again, with very little support, and all I can see is endless loneliness. I was undergoing EMDR for very poor self esteem but cannot carry on due to the break up.
I present as quite a funny happy soul, however I always feel that this is an act and top be honest I feel dead inside most of the time, my upbringing was geared towards pleasing others before self as such I get little/no pleasure out of life.
I am not sure what I want, I just wanted to talk.
Thank you.