Hi there you reading this! ^^
I was looking up info on dealing with depression and loneliness and I found alonelylife.com, so .... hi there!
Firstly, I love music. I LOVE it! It kept me alive many times over. Secondly, I *love* music!
I love art and graphic novels and anime, but I totally suck at drawing or painting. I tried
artists I like are Dali, Escher, Klimt and Warwol. Animes I like are Ghost in the Shell, Hellsing, Naruto, Deathnote and many others.
I love reading - must be an introvert trait. I enjoy Stephen King to Frank Herbert to Roald Dahl. During my very dark, very macarbe stage, I also loved E.A. Poe, "The Raven" is genius. I like to write too, it's been a while since I wrote anything though.
I have been very lonely for a long time now, maybe about, um ... 3, 4 years, I can't remember exactly. I have _some_ family but they don't give the support I need to feel needed. I hide my emotions and say it's all fine, boys don't cry, as Robert Smith says (and no I don't _really_ believe that, I love the song though).
I'm craving love and understanding. A simple connection. I want to give that understanding and love in return
My path of loneliness is very obfuscated, I cannot remember how it all started: I think it was about a girl, after whom I decidedly never wanted to let anyone inside me again, and that's all I remember. Cliche, huh? I took my mind and body on a epic self-destruction tour, and all the overlapping emotions and experiences since has clouded my memories.
Crazy things have surfaced during that crazy time. Things I thought were just "dreams", things that turned me inside out, and flipped reality upside-down. shudder. I dealt with it okay I guess, and now I'm here, making sense of this piece of meat and hair bones which is vanilla-honey-biscuitey-goodness me.
I'm just rambling now, I hope to get to know you all too!
~Biscuit
p.s. my RN is Wesley
I was looking up info on dealing with depression and loneliness and I found alonelylife.com, so .... hi there!
Firstly, I love music. I LOVE it! It kept me alive many times over. Secondly, I *love* music!
I love art and graphic novels and anime, but I totally suck at drawing or painting. I tried
artists I like are Dali, Escher, Klimt and Warwol. Animes I like are Ghost in the Shell, Hellsing, Naruto, Deathnote and many others.
I love reading - must be an introvert trait. I enjoy Stephen King to Frank Herbert to Roald Dahl. During my very dark, very macarbe stage, I also loved E.A. Poe, "The Raven" is genius. I like to write too, it's been a while since I wrote anything though.
I have been very lonely for a long time now, maybe about, um ... 3, 4 years, I can't remember exactly. I have _some_ family but they don't give the support I need to feel needed. I hide my emotions and say it's all fine, boys don't cry, as Robert Smith says (and no I don't _really_ believe that, I love the song though).
I'm craving love and understanding. A simple connection. I want to give that understanding and love in return
My path of loneliness is very obfuscated, I cannot remember how it all started: I think it was about a girl, after whom I decidedly never wanted to let anyone inside me again, and that's all I remember. Cliche, huh? I took my mind and body on a epic self-destruction tour, and all the overlapping emotions and experiences since has clouded my memories.
Crazy things have surfaced during that crazy time. Things I thought were just "dreams", things that turned me inside out, and flipped reality upside-down. shudder. I dealt with it okay I guess, and now I'm here, making sense of this piece of meat and hair bones which is vanilla-honey-biscuitey-goodness me.
I'm just rambling now, I hope to get to know you all too!
~Biscuit
p.s. my RN is Wesley
