anyone else feels like they will die young?

[blackdot]

I never expected to live to see 20 given that so many people were try to push me to kill myself.
Now that I'm 40 and I realize that I gained nothing by living an extra 20 years. *laughs*

 

[Yoosha]

I always wanted to die young, but I think I will live for like 100 more years

 

[Realist]

Not really to the extent youre talking about but recently ive did or had my moments but nothing too serious.

 

[Hopetracer]

When I was 10 I survived a surgery accident which I think I was supposed to die of.
Now I am living but I feel I won't live over 40.

 

[Indifferent]

I've believed I'll die young since between fourth and sixth grade to the present. I used to think about it everyday but the past year it's only come around when I've had really bad days or weeks. I wasn't very surprised when I turned twenty-one but when it starts getting around twenty-five or twenty-seven I'll probably start thinking about it a lot again. Especially if despite my efforts nothing's changed since then.