bluedolphin92
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I have a friend who I met through a student organization on campus. Since about January or February, I've had a crush on him. The crush started off fairly minor, but by about April it was very powerful and I knew I had to do something about it soon with the end of the school year approaching. Finally on the last day of the semester, I got the perfect opportunity to kiss him, and I went for it. He kissed me back! I was so happy, but now I'm just not sure about what's to come. I just can't stop thinking about him, how much I miss seeing him every week. And I keep thinking about how we're going to start dating once the school year starts back up. I know I shouldn't get my hopes up about that, but I can't help it.
We had been keeping in touch, with him messaging me online once or twice a week. But he has a job as a camp counselor over the summer which he left for on June 4. I texted him the night of June 3, hoping to talk to him one last time before he left, but I guess he didn't get the message because he didn't respond. I'm guessing he doesn't have his phone with him while he's away at camp, so I have no idea when I'll be able to talk to him again. I keep worrying that he'll meet some other girl who's also a counselor at camp or something and forget all about me. How can I stop obsessing so much over this issue? There are still over 2 months until school starts up again, I can't let these thoughts rule over me all summer long.
We had been keeping in touch, with him messaging me online once or twice a week. But he has a job as a camp counselor over the summer which he left for on June 4. I texted him the night of June 3, hoping to talk to him one last time before he left, but I guess he didn't get the message because he didn't respond. I'm guessing he doesn't have his phone with him while he's away at camp, so I have no idea when I'll be able to talk to him again. I keep worrying that he'll meet some other girl who's also a counselor at camp or something and forget all about me. How can I stop obsessing so much over this issue? There are still over 2 months until school starts up again, I can't let these thoughts rule over me all summer long.