MisterLonely
Well-known member
I've been trying to get my life together for some time now, I have allot of the things ticked off, like a home, a steady job that provides me with financial security, feeling ok about myself physically aswell as emotionally.
However I still have loads off problems that make me deeply insecure, and also somewhat off a new revelation... My main insecurity seems to be caring to much what others think...
I don't talk to people being fearful the find me disruptive.
I don't tell people about my loneliness fearful of being pitied.
I don't go after girls fearful of being awkward.
I don't go out fearful of not finding anyone.
I don't show anyone the real me fearful of being ridiculed.
I think my next step in life might be learning to care a little less about what others think, and being ok with not being the same as everyone else, maybe then life can start.
However I still have loads off problems that make me deeply insecure, and also somewhat off a new revelation... My main insecurity seems to be caring to much what others think...
I don't talk to people being fearful the find me disruptive.
I don't tell people about my loneliness fearful of being pitied.
I don't go after girls fearful of being awkward.
I don't go out fearful of not finding anyone.
I don't show anyone the real me fearful of being ridiculed.
I think my next step in life might be learning to care a little less about what others think, and being ok with not being the same as everyone else, maybe then life can start.