This year, I started my freshman year of college. I'm doing ok I suppose but not as much as I want to. I guess I'm just having trouble settling in but I'm having trouble finding my place. I've tried some places and nothing is really working. I've been talking to some people but there is still some distance in the people I met. It seems like I'm not getting anywhere. I want to live and experience things but I guess I'm afraid and I don't know how.