Vagrant Legacy
Well-known member
Hey,
I'm really not sure if I should be writing this in the first place, but this is eating me up, and I need some kind of feedback on it.. I'll keep it short though.
I have not had any contact with my mother for quite some time, and without going into too much details, let's just say we haven't gotten along since I was very little. A couple of days ago I was informed by my brother that she is now in a hospital. Apparently in the time that neither me nor my brother had contact with her, she has broken down mentally, was admitted to an institution, and is now in the hospital - completely unresponsive. My brother has visited her, and stated that she has become little more than an empty shell, cramped up muscles, only responds to sound by looking in that direction, and then fading away again, and often hysterically laughing/crying in herself.
I dread the thought of having to go there, but is it wrong of me to rather stick to the memories I had of her when she could still be considered human, than to go over there and see her in the state she is in now?
I'm really not sure if I should be writing this in the first place, but this is eating me up, and I need some kind of feedback on it.. I'll keep it short though.
I have not had any contact with my mother for quite some time, and without going into too much details, let's just say we haven't gotten along since I was very little. A couple of days ago I was informed by my brother that she is now in a hospital. Apparently in the time that neither me nor my brother had contact with her, she has broken down mentally, was admitted to an institution, and is now in the hospital - completely unresponsive. My brother has visited her, and stated that she has become little more than an empty shell, cramped up muscles, only responds to sound by looking in that direction, and then fading away again, and often hysterically laughing/crying in herself.
I dread the thought of having to go there, but is it wrong of me to rather stick to the memories I had of her when she could still be considered human, than to go over there and see her in the state she is in now?