ThatOneGirl
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I thought I finally had a grip on the soul-ripping depression. I must have just deluded myself. I told myself that I was happy, because it was what I felt I had to do. In reality, I think I was just taking every pain I experience and pushing it into a box deep within myself. Ignoring it, pretending it wasn’t real. Apparently, today was the day that the box could take no more. A seam burst. Everything hurt, pain, anger, negative comment, and failure came bursting back to life. I’m not sure that I have the strength to fight this fight again.
Will I ever overcome this? Will I ever be who I want to be? Will it ever truly be over?
It certainly doesn’t seem so.
Will I ever overcome this? Will I ever be who I want to be? Will it ever truly be over?
It certainly doesn’t seem so.