Isla
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So here is my first real post. Im almost afraid to say the things i want to say because i'm so private, but my friends are busy with their love lifes and i need to talk. I dont want them to know of my failure. I met a guy on okcupid in june and things were amazing, we had so much in common. We don't live in the same city so we were having a distant love affair. I often got sad because i just wanted to be with him and he said he felt the same way. We talked about the future and sports and music. We talked about everything. We said we loved each other. We met last month at a place in between our cities and the sparks flew. Then ? happened. It has been almost one month now, I stopped hearing from him as much. I know that once the first part of getting to know someone is over, its not as frequent to talk, but he seems to not be interested at all anymore. I still send him emails and leave him messages, but he takes a lot time to respond now, when it was so nice before to hear from him the same day. I am humiliated to think all of that was just for him to have sex with me, and i asked him, he said no, he was just busy. I asked if we had a problem but he said no. I asked if he wanted to share anything with me, if i could help him if he was in a bad way but he got mad and said i was needy. I'm just trying to help our relationship be good like it was. The last time we spoke, i cried and he made a noise of frustration. Maybe i was bad at it, i was a virgin, i didn't tell him because i was scared. Now he doesnt talk to me at all and sent me a text that it was done. My heart is so broken. Why do guys do this and dont want to talk to you? Sorry to the guys, I never knew girl to do this so i cannot speak for them like that. Did he say i love you for the sex...oh my god i hope that is not true. Thanks you for letting me pour it out. i feel like garbage