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WallflowerGirl83
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Lately I feel like I can't relate to people anymore. I try to communicate with people but I find it very hard sometimes. Believe I'm having problems trying to talk to people cause I'm so fearful of what they might think of me. Certain people bring up certain topics, and I don't know what to say cause I don't want to look stupid. Most of the time I'm very quiet and I listen most of the time. The only time I really talk is when I'm talking one on one with someone. In a crowd I get very nervous and stand off to the side. Try really hard to try to connect to certain people but I don't think I can ever relate to others around me anymore. Sometimes I feel like just hiding into my shell and not coming out again.
This year especially has been hard on me and everything has been stressing me out. At the moment socializing has made me really depressed lately. I really want to talk to people, but than I shut myself off cause of my depression. It's a never ending battle. How can I try to make friends with anyone, when I feel so different from everyone. That and I don't feel as if people would like me.... and I hate feeling like that. I hate beating myself up... but I constantly feel like it's my fault why people won't be my friend... cause I'm different from most people.
This year especially has been hard on me and everything has been stressing me out. At the moment socializing has made me really depressed lately. I really want to talk to people, but than I shut myself off cause of my depression. It's a never ending battle. How can I try to make friends with anyone, when I feel so different from everyone. That and I don't feel as if people would like me.... and I hate feeling like that. I hate beating myself up... but I constantly feel like it's my fault why people won't be my friend... cause I'm different from most people.