OThank you guys for your replies, where I live at for some reason I am invisible. I was abroad for a while and random people would compliment me and where more friendly.
I am back home now, live with my parents (not a big help), I have an online job (so I stay at home everyday), and I am very much in debt at the moment so going out would be a luxury I can't afford.
I had a very painful realisation tonight. I cried hopelessly for hours. I am better now, just have to find a way to come to terms with said realisation. But knowing what I know now, there is no point in trying to meet people anymore. So, problem solved.
I am back home now, live with my parents (not a big help), I have an online job (so I stay at home everyday), and I am very much in debt at the moment so going out would be a luxury I can't afford.
I had a very painful realisation tonight. I cried hopelessly for hours. I am better now, just have to find a way to come to terms with said realisation. But knowing what I know now, there is no point in trying to meet people anymore. So, problem solved.
