Hi I'm a 26 year old loser who has endured long stretches of severe loneliness due to sheer stupidity. I mean I think so! My real problem isn't friends, I have some good ones who are all maladjusted but interesting individuals but everyone seems to have a **** girl but me. I haven't been around a girl in like 5 ******* years, I've tried to get with some but it doesn't work. It is really driving me insane, or it did a long time ago now I'm just exploring the lower depths. It's getting to the point where I feel crazed and helpless around females, even violently pissed off. I have forgotten how to approach them. Well worse, I live in the middle of nowhere and only have few opportunities to be around females. I'm trying to remedy the situation but fresia it seems like if I go on like this any longer I'll turn into a total nutcase.
I have another bad feeling that if you go on a certain for so long, you eventually just stay that way, I know after a certain age of being single for so long you simply will be unable to find a partner. Also real relationships take a long time and I don't know, I don't have a bright outlook for the future, and I've gone on too long to trick my brain out of its misery fixation with some asinine hobby I won't give a **** about. All I can do is stare and think about how much life ******* sucks.
A real cure maybe to cut loose and just leave, find new people. Sounds like a fantasy and mostly is, most people who aren't alone have a massive supporting family and network of friends. If you don't have that to begin with, you're not going to have it. And I can't pick up girls for honeysuckle, everything seems like its out to make me feel like honeysuckle. I can't stand seeing my buddies with girls, no one can help me out, I really want to just break honeysuckle and fresia someone up. But that's no good, what do you do? Five ******* years man, I should be having the time of my life, but it's been wasted.
I have another bad feeling that if you go on a certain for so long, you eventually just stay that way, I know after a certain age of being single for so long you simply will be unable to find a partner. Also real relationships take a long time and I don't know, I don't have a bright outlook for the future, and I've gone on too long to trick my brain out of its misery fixation with some asinine hobby I won't give a **** about. All I can do is stare and think about how much life ******* sucks.
A real cure maybe to cut loose and just leave, find new people. Sounds like a fantasy and mostly is, most people who aren't alone have a massive supporting family and network of friends. If you don't have that to begin with, you're not going to have it. And I can't pick up girls for honeysuckle, everything seems like its out to make me feel like honeysuckle. I can't stand seeing my buddies with girls, no one can help me out, I really want to just break honeysuckle and fresia someone up. But that's no good, what do you do? Five ******* years man, I should be having the time of my life, but it's been wasted.
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