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I was trying to find a video similar to this I could seriously relate to. I still haven't found it. So I decided to post the video here at ALL, share a little bit about where I'm at, and see if anyone here has any good ideas, resources, or just similar experiences they can share.
I am 30 years old. I've spent loads (feels like an understatement) of loan money working towards a B.S. I haven't worked towards in about 7 years. I work full time making just enough money to pay my bills/expenses, enjoy my inexpensive hobbies (gaming is the most expensive one, and is only expensive when you're buying too many games), and to keep from defaulting on my loans. I am grateful for my job, but hate it at the same time.
I've been taking care of my mother since I was 25 in the sense I've been claiming her as a dependent in tax filing since then. And it is not that mere 60% or whatever of household expenses criteria that she meets. It's more like I've been paying 100% of those expenses... Rent, electricity, gas, groceries, internet, phone, water, cable tv, and so on. She sits around all day listening to music, window shopping online, watching politics, and chatting with church friends.
There is no "partner". There is no wife who got laid off that can take my hand and say "we'll be strong together. I'll go with you to your job, and you'll just quit, leaving neither us with work! love will get us through!" Don't know if marriage is even in the cards for me. There is no sibling or aunt or uncle or cousin or friend to turn to. There is just me wasting my mind and soul on a shitty job just keeping my head above water.
I was trying to find a video similar to this I could seriously relate to. I still haven't found it. So I decided to post the video here at ALL, share a little bit about where I'm at, and see if anyone here has any good ideas, resources, or just similar experiences they can share.
I am 30 years old. I've spent loads (feels like an understatement) of loan money working towards a B.S. I haven't worked towards in about 7 years. I work full time making just enough money to pay my bills/expenses, enjoy my inexpensive hobbies (gaming is the most expensive one, and is only expensive when you're buying too many games), and to keep from defaulting on my loans. I am grateful for my job, but hate it at the same time.
I've been taking care of my mother since I was 25 in the sense I've been claiming her as a dependent in tax filing since then. And it is not that mere 60% or whatever of household expenses criteria that she meets. It's more like I've been paying 100% of those expenses... Rent, electricity, gas, groceries, internet, phone, water, cable tv, and so on. She sits around all day listening to music, window shopping online, watching politics, and chatting with church friends.
There is no "partner". There is no wife who got laid off that can take my hand and say "we'll be strong together. I'll go with you to your job, and you'll just quit, leaving neither us with work! love will get us through!" Don't know if marriage is even in the cards for me. There is no sibling or aunt or uncle or cousin or friend to turn to. There is just me wasting my mind and soul on a shitty job just keeping my head above water.