hello, lets see , i guess ill start with who i am and just take it from there.
My name is Michael and I live in Melbourne Victoria,Australia.
I am 43yo (24 sept. 1964).
I am single and have been since I was 27 (may 1993).
I was married till that point to the most wonderful and beautiful women on the planet and we had two wonderful children, Dillan and Jessica. I havent seen them since them since May 1994.
In november 2006 i was diagnosed with cardio myopathy (heart disease) and was told i needed a heart transplant.
Better go back a step. I am very overweight and have only one freind and no family to speek of. I am extremely unhappy without the only women i loved and my 2 beautiful children. My children are grown now but because i havent seen them in fiteen years ,to me, they are still the little boy and baby girl i loved. i have never been with anyone other than my ex-wife(Debbie). I was a virgin when I met her and have been single since she left.(not even a one night stand as i believe sex is part of the love you have with a partner.
I am empty and alone and feel so isolated. I have stopped all medication and have resolved to let nature take its course. I have been told I have about 12-18 months to live. i just feel so empty.
Of course there is a lot more to this story, i.e. why Debbie left. Why I havent tried to see Dillan and Jess. But i guess i can answer these if any one asks.
My name is Michael and I live in Melbourne Victoria,Australia.
I am 43yo (24 sept. 1964).
I am single and have been since I was 27 (may 1993).
I was married till that point to the most wonderful and beautiful women on the planet and we had two wonderful children, Dillan and Jessica. I havent seen them since them since May 1994.
In november 2006 i was diagnosed with cardio myopathy (heart disease) and was told i needed a heart transplant.
Better go back a step. I am very overweight and have only one freind and no family to speek of. I am extremely unhappy without the only women i loved and my 2 beautiful children. My children are grown now but because i havent seen them in fiteen years ,to me, they are still the little boy and baby girl i loved. i have never been with anyone other than my ex-wife(Debbie). I was a virgin when I met her and have been single since she left.(not even a one night stand as i believe sex is part of the love you have with a partner.
I am empty and alone and feel so isolated. I have stopped all medication and have resolved to let nature take its course. I have been told I have about 12-18 months to live. i just feel so empty.
Of course there is a lot more to this story, i.e. why Debbie left. Why I havent tried to see Dillan and Jess. But i guess i can answer these if any one asks.