I'm thinking of killing myself...

[Mr. Sir]

Not that I haven't thought of it before. But, I really haven nothing to live for and no future.

I dropped out of school, I haven't started working yet, I failed my driving test three times. I am not smart, I am ugly.

I'm twenty years old and I started balding. I'm pretty sure I'll have no hair by the end of the year.

I've never had a relationship. I'll die fat, ugly, bald and alone. So why keep up with this honeysuckle anyway.

Because of no school, I have no future beyond living with my parents and working in my dad's shop forever. Just sitting in little room alone, bald and ugly.

I'm tired of this honeysuckle, I want to end it.

Don't do it man. I know a way out. If you're balding, shave the head. Shave it. Girls think shave heads are badass. Have you thought about joining the military? If you're not afraid of death and you want to get away, it might be perfect for you. It will give you some confidence too.