cool_breeze
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Hello people. This has been plaguing me my whole life basically. I'm in my late 20's and I've never been in love. I've never really been in a serious relationship. When you think about it it's kind of sad and a little scary also. People used to make fun of me for it too when I was younger. It's not entirely true, I've had sex with 2 girls and also had what I think were medium level relationships with them. We weren't living together or anything but were seeing each other regularly and stuff. I have also had some flings and been on a lot of dates. The irony is people say I'm good looking, both men and women, and I'll get other positive compliments too sometimes. I don't really understand. I think this has been taking a lot of time and energy in my life. And it sucks. There is this advice like make yourself happy first and other things people have said but it's not enough. A life without real love doesn't really seem worth living. I don't understand this issue. It's like when someone was passing out the happiness they forgot me. It's been bothering me a lot lately. I'm very romantic, very sexual and I hardly ever get to express it properly. I don't understand it. I'm a good person and I do a lot of cool and fun stuff too. Why not me? I can't go on like this. I feel I could die if another year happens like this.