unlucky in life said:
sorry i though you making joke of me sorry i made mistake i do apologise
i know even psychologist can't help me .but where does that leave me if i can't solve my abuse problem .
the psychlost said i was the problem . i was the problem no me no problem . is them or is it me . some thing has been wrong for years and none of make sence why do i get abused for no reason is it how look my weight what i say what i do .i am very down over it .i must be the problem because theses guys don't hate other women just me
they made it clear i am not wanted no way no how in any manner or respect
It is you. But it's not your weight/looks whatever. You're stuck up with your one way communication that you don't give reason to anyone for even trying to have a somewhat meaningful discussion with you. Unfortunately you lack the emotional empathy to realize you're pissing off people like this, so when they start ignoring or making snappy comments to you, you call it abuse for no reason!
The only thing you somewhat understand is that life is generally better for people who are attractive, so you blame everything on yourself not being attractive enough. You've grown a fair obsession with looks because in your mind attractiveness and happiness are practically synonyms.
And since you don't allow any other view on that matter, you can ask all the help in here, no one will be able to help you since you don't properly read what is being said anyway. You have no right getting angry at anyone for not helping you, pretty much everyone in here tried. You simply didn't listen.
Therapists won't be able to help you either if you don't at least try to listen to THEM instead of restating the same thought, over and over... and over again. Open the previous 3-4 threads you made in here, reread everything and try to understand what is being said this time.
Or don't. It's your choice. You can also continue on making the same topics and watch how people become more hostile with every post you make until you eventually get banned or something. I wonder how that'll work in your mind though, did online people start disliking you for your looks as well?