I know I haven't been here for around a year now. I became involved with someone and somehow forums just lost all appeal to me.
Today she left to go and visit her family in Michigan via 2 day bus ride. She'll be with them for a month.
It's only the first day and I find I am so unbearably lonely and sad. I had thought this would be a good time to catch up on many of the things I just stopped doing, but its late at night, I have internet and lots of games, but I don't feel like doing anything.
I'm here all alone and trying not to panic. I was an only child with very few friends. I've always been alone and it's never bothered me like this, but after spending nearly every waking moment with someone for over a year I'm quite out of practice.
Between the sudden emptiness of being alone and missing her like crazy I'm not doing so well to say the least...
Today she left to go and visit her family in Michigan via 2 day bus ride. She'll be with them for a month.
It's only the first day and I find I am so unbearably lonely and sad. I had thought this would be a good time to catch up on many of the things I just stopped doing, but its late at night, I have internet and lots of games, but I don't feel like doing anything.
I'm here all alone and trying not to panic. I was an only child with very few friends. I've always been alone and it's never bothered me like this, but after spending nearly every waking moment with someone for over a year I'm quite out of practice.
Between the sudden emptiness of being alone and missing her like crazy I'm not doing so well to say the least...