marfles7
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Yesterday we had a family gathering and my ex joined us. We have a good friendly relationship. The thing is that I lent him my laptop for some thing he needed to do, but I didn’t log off of anything that I’m in. I’ve never had a problem with him looking at my email or stuff in general. But well, he eventually saw that I joined this place recently. His first question was wtf lol. He immediately thought it was because of him. We broke up not too long ago. So for the rest of the afternoon he was trying to make me tell him exactly why I joined a forum like this. I said I simply wanted to read and share with people who sometimes feel like crap like me. Period. But still he feels like he needs to make me “not need” to be here. And I don’t think there’s anything he could do. Not even if we get back together.
We’re not committed per se, but I have to admit that i still have feelings for him. He’s a good guy but we broke up because we barely see each other because of our jobs. But the thing is that now he’s acting like I’m suicidal or that I should be on prozac or something and seriously it’s not the case. Today he kept texting me about how I was feeling, and I was like ‘I’m fine!!!’
I don’t know. Now I feel shittier. I don’t know how to explain it. I feel he wants us back but only because he’s afraid I might kill myself. I wanted this break for us to get better not worse.
We’re not committed per se, but I have to admit that i still have feelings for him. He’s a good guy but we broke up because we barely see each other because of our jobs. But the thing is that now he’s acting like I’m suicidal or that I should be on prozac or something and seriously it’s not the case. Today he kept texting me about how I was feeling, and I was like ‘I’m fine!!!’
I don’t know. Now I feel shittier. I don’t know how to explain it. I feel he wants us back but only because he’s afraid I might kill myself. I wanted this break for us to get better not worse.