TheAnxiousPain
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I sent a message expressing myself to a family member. It was not nasty, it was not disrespectful, but it was just expressing how I want more respect and trying to explain that I'm tired of feeling like a kid to everyone when im an adult. It was kind of random. But I been wanting to send the message because every time I talk to one of them, I crawl back into the kid stage and never feel I have a voice. So instead. I sent out a text just stating that I love everyone and wish the best for them all. But I needed to get this off my chest. They make me feel like I owe them something and make me feel like a kid. I changed my number and haven't heard that their response obviously. I'm just feeling very anxious. I know everyone will call me crazy and if my mom find out she will say I was wrong and take their side. But I didn't say nothing wrong but just expressing myself. I'm really anxious! Should I stand by what I said and continue to seek God for the rest.
I am working, and saving up and is 2 weeks away from finishing my nursing course and will have a job opportunity in NYC asap. I want to just focus on that but I'm scared of what's coming.
I am working, and saving up and is 2 weeks away from finishing my nursing course and will have a job opportunity in NYC asap. I want to just focus on that but I'm scared of what's coming.