daylatefriend
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Hello,
My name is B. Well, that's my initial, obviously. I'm a 20 year old college student from the Southern California sunshine state with a bipolar weather disorder. I found this website after I googled "forums for lonely people." I'm not sure what I was really seeking. I guess I can just get really down in the dumps and feel so lonely, and I don't have anywhere to turn, and so I turned to google. Surprisingly, this has lead me to many excellent discoveries of which I have been entertained by for hours. My parents are out-going social butterflies who can walk into a room of people and come out 20 minutes later everyone's best friend. They consider me abnormal. Their position to my social awkwardness is "suck it up."
I'm an English/Screenwriting major, but I'm not sure I'm fully equipped to write screenplays as good screenplays are usually written by people with life experience, of which I have none.
Other interests: TV shows like Dexter, Chuck, and CSI: Crime Scene Investigation. I enjoy reading. I do/don't enjoy being socially awkward. I tell awful knock knock jokes. I own enough music to open a small music store. My favorite genre of film is horror, then thriller, then sci-fi. I used to ride dirt-bikes with my dad. I like to draw, but can't. I like the guitar, but can't play it (yet). I start a lot of things and never finish them. I hate that I'm a "boyfriend-girl" by which I mean I only hang out or am seen with my boyfriend. I did not mean for it to become this way, I did not lose friends to having a boyfriend, I just never made any (not because of-- I just never have made any lasting friendships). I seem to be unable to form connections with anyone. i.e. New Semester starts, I "make friends" with Z and J, who are "homework buddies" however Z and J now also hang out on the weekends. I missed that memo. I never know how to take "meeting someone" to the next level.
I'm not sure what the experience of a forum will provide. I've never used one, I'm not sure what it entirely entails. So, hello all. Sorry for being so long-winded.
My name is B. Well, that's my initial, obviously. I'm a 20 year old college student from the Southern California sunshine state with a bipolar weather disorder. I found this website after I googled "forums for lonely people." I'm not sure what I was really seeking. I guess I can just get really down in the dumps and feel so lonely, and I don't have anywhere to turn, and so I turned to google. Surprisingly, this has lead me to many excellent discoveries of which I have been entertained by for hours. My parents are out-going social butterflies who can walk into a room of people and come out 20 minutes later everyone's best friend. They consider me abnormal. Their position to my social awkwardness is "suck it up."
I'm an English/Screenwriting major, but I'm not sure I'm fully equipped to write screenplays as good screenplays are usually written by people with life experience, of which I have none.
Other interests: TV shows like Dexter, Chuck, and CSI: Crime Scene Investigation. I enjoy reading. I do/don't enjoy being socially awkward. I tell awful knock knock jokes. I own enough music to open a small music store. My favorite genre of film is horror, then thriller, then sci-fi. I used to ride dirt-bikes with my dad. I like to draw, but can't. I like the guitar, but can't play it (yet). I start a lot of things and never finish them. I hate that I'm a "boyfriend-girl" by which I mean I only hang out or am seen with my boyfriend. I did not mean for it to become this way, I did not lose friends to having a boyfriend, I just never made any (not because of-- I just never have made any lasting friendships). I seem to be unable to form connections with anyone. i.e. New Semester starts, I "make friends" with Z and J, who are "homework buddies" however Z and J now also hang out on the weekends. I missed that memo. I never know how to take "meeting someone" to the next level.
I'm not sure what the experience of a forum will provide. I've never used one, I'm not sure what it entirely entails. So, hello all. Sorry for being so long-winded.
I look forward to seeing you around.
