unlucky in life
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hi there my name is unlucky in life
every since i was 4 years old i had no friends i was outcast at school i had no friends at school i spend from from 4 years old till 12 years by my self sitting in the corner of school.no one would sit with me class.
it didn.t stop there in secondary school and collage it was the exact same
i am not good looking ,i have weight problem i was bulled my entire life including at home by my father.called names i am shy and quiet
people say horrible thing in partiuculr by the popular people who have the good looks,tons of friends ,travelled ,they always invited to every thing
they live in place fill of people i live in isolated town and my father is moving to more isolated place in the middle country side to make life worse for me.i try to make friends no one was interested.i can't get job no one would give me one.i am 29 years i never had boyfriend .guys have told me they hate me they wanted nothing to do with me
my life is only getting worse i am scared to be landed in the middle no where far every thing i know in new place i don't want to go but nothing i is ay count nothing ever does.i want to live in coastal area with beaches and hotel and night-life excitement i have been trying for years to get job there but i can't no one will give me job.i don't like dealing with low life father who cares no feelings but his own.i never have any good luck never ever god has something against me.i try whichcarft to improve my life but strong enough to help me.why me why did god do this to me why did he make my misery others like dream its so not fair
i curse day i was born i really am .i hate so hate hate hate hate hate my father
god is pushing me for nothing like pulling wings off butterfly
i thought some one will know how i feel it looks like i have no one here either
every since i was 4 years old i had no friends i was outcast at school i had no friends at school i spend from from 4 years old till 12 years by my self sitting in the corner of school.no one would sit with me class.
it didn.t stop there in secondary school and collage it was the exact same
i am not good looking ,i have weight problem i was bulled my entire life including at home by my father.called names i am shy and quiet
people say horrible thing in partiuculr by the popular people who have the good looks,tons of friends ,travelled ,they always invited to every thing
they live in place fill of people i live in isolated town and my father is moving to more isolated place in the middle country side to make life worse for me.i try to make friends no one was interested.i can't get job no one would give me one.i am 29 years i never had boyfriend .guys have told me they hate me they wanted nothing to do with me
my life is only getting worse i am scared to be landed in the middle no where far every thing i know in new place i don't want to go but nothing i is ay count nothing ever does.i want to live in coastal area with beaches and hotel and night-life excitement i have been trying for years to get job there but i can't no one will give me job.i don't like dealing with low life father who cares no feelings but his own.i never have any good luck never ever god has something against me.i try whichcarft to improve my life but strong enough to help me.why me why did god do this to me why did he make my misery others like dream its so not fair
i curse day i was born i really am .i hate so hate hate hate hate hate my father
god is pushing me for nothing like pulling wings off butterfly
i thought some one will know how i feel it looks like i have no one here either