Hey, I have a story to tell, I just want to get it off my chest. I get depressed every now and then because I've always been such a loser with guys. I'm pretty quiet and I don't say very much, it's just the way I am, I've tried to change but can't. I was kind of the ugly girl as a teenager, and I worked with a guy for about 10 years who dropped hints to me, stood up close to me in the corridor, made eyes at me etc. but completely ignored me in public, to the point where he'd turn his back if I tried to join in a conversation. (at one stage I heard him bragging to another guy about how I fancied him, and discussing how boring I was/wasn't). I'm having a lot of trouble ditching this and moving on. I think the search for a relationship. For me would be so long and arduous it may not be worth it - better to concentrate on being happy instead- but I'm still storing up so much hurt from humiliations that I can't talk about without being embarrassed all over. I'm 41 now.
Is there some secret to not caring?
Is there some secret to not caring?