richo89
Member
Hi everyone.
I don't really know what to write so ill just pour my heart out.
I feel like I've missed the boat.
I'm 24 I live at home with my mum. (My mum is a alcoholic)
I have never really had a girlfriend.
I finally plucked up the courage and left my job which I hated after being there 6 years. I'm now working as a security guard.
Im thinking of starting a apprenticeship in 6 months time as a plumber but then by the time I finish I will be 30.
apprentice wages are crap and very hard to live on and because rent is so high I'm going to be stuck with my mum until the age of 30 as I seriously doubt I will have a girlfriend any time in the future. I just feel like a failure. Why didn't I sort my life out when I was younger
I lay awake at night wondering what's wrong with me and why I can't get a girlfriend. And for the last 4 months everyday 3 to 4 times for about 90 minutes I get this feeling of absolute sadness and feel like crying. I'm going back to the docter as soon as possible to hopefully get some anti depressants.
I don't know what else to say.
sorry
I don't really know what to write so ill just pour my heart out.
I feel like I've missed the boat.
I'm 24 I live at home with my mum. (My mum is a alcoholic)
I have never really had a girlfriend.
I finally plucked up the courage and left my job which I hated after being there 6 years. I'm now working as a security guard.
Im thinking of starting a apprenticeship in 6 months time as a plumber but then by the time I finish I will be 30.
apprentice wages are crap and very hard to live on and because rent is so high I'm going to be stuck with my mum until the age of 30 as I seriously doubt I will have a girlfriend any time in the future. I just feel like a failure. Why didn't I sort my life out when I was younger
I lay awake at night wondering what's wrong with me and why I can't get a girlfriend. And for the last 4 months everyday 3 to 4 times for about 90 minutes I get this feeling of absolute sadness and feel like crying. I'm going back to the docter as soon as possible to hopefully get some anti depressants.
I don't know what else to say.
sorry