Sick of this

[Randomact164]

/engage rant mode

Im sick of all the bullshit

People lie and backstab to stive forward past one another
Greed causes downfall of even the best
Friends abandon friends for a new set
To much Wisdom fills my head
My mind races to fast
To Love and not be Loved back
I spend countless nights awake or in misery
I laugh at our educational system (btw straight A's and 1 B)
Teachers are mindless stupid fucks alot with the exception of a few (sorry for all the theachers here)
Kids who will have the best four years of their life in high school beat up on kids who try to excede and go forward to something better over the hill. (no i dont get beat up i just see others)
Kids who think their badass and open their mouths to blab on about stuff they accually know honeysuckle point zero about.

Lately i sit in silence byside myself lost in this world we have created.
I talk to only ones i really get along with... My grandma, my father. My mother is a tool Head of marketing at Miner Enterprises with a 6 figure salary) she is all book smart with not a touch of life.
Mystep dad is a nice guuy but a pompus egotistical control freak. I dont talk to him much.

My peers around me cant hold this level of intelligence with the acception of a few i meet here and there. (i dont set myself above them)

My mother is always saying shes proud of me, but it always invloves school.
fresia my step dad hes a good guy but an *******.

I find myself nit wanting to go outside alot anymore nor to be with friends, i rather wallow here in misery then to go find more of it.

My step sister gets away with it all and is a total slut, age 15 has had sex plenty.
My stepbrother is a ******* wimp who is scared to trying something different then his protected spoiled everyday life.
My brother is not at the age of realization yet nor has he been handed down wisdom by proving himself worthy of it before hand, so hes fine at the moment.

My dad. hes a great guy. Knowledgeable, good example setter, helps guide me through the harshness life presents before me.
My grandma. Sweet, has the biggest **** heart, loves with all she has to offer.

i work out everyday for what. No one ******* notices. i have a four pack now and even ******* pecs. No one gives a honeysuckle.
I play guitar for my soul. all im told is to turn it down. fresia that

My life is going no where and is steadily getting worse and when i say worse i mean worse by the misery grows on me and puts a heavier wieght on my shoulders that seems to be unbearale at times but i still wake up ever day to start the bullshit again

i have no idea what to do.

 

[evanescencefan91]

life can suck a lot

it's like an intense dodgeball game of honeysuckle

honeysuckle just being thrown around randomly eventually everyone get's hit

but it's nothing personal it's just life



hey that's great though that your grades are good!!

they can be your ticket out

you could get a scholarship and go to a college far away or somthing

life sucks right now it sounds life,

just try and hang in there, keep getting good grades soon you'll be able to get away from your family and be independant

i guess "just grab a drink hunker down and pray (wait) for daylight"



trust me i've lived through 5 years of really shitting family issues but in a month and a half i'm going to college to be independent and miss my mother and her doing my laundry
it's from karen walker from will and grace but good advice anyways

good luck with it all
sorry i can't be more of a help

 

[jodyathornton]

I don't know how old you are or how many more years you have to live at home but trust me, it will get better! If you have a computer, try to find answers to questions you may have. I can tell you are intelligent and those are the people who always question everything. That's a good thing! Education is the key. And I'm not talking about school. Learn all you can and you will do great things! You will be happy!!

 

[Twitchy]

/engage rant mode

Im sick of all the bullshit

Seems like bullshit is everywhere. It can be difficult to deal with, especially when you're young and you have nowhere to go to escape from it. If you can stick it out a bit longer, you''ll be able to get out of school and home, hopefully finding some peace along the way.

No one is ever completely free of the bullshit, but you can usually exchange the current pile for one that's much less foul.

 

[Randomact164]

btw for those who didn't know im 15 going on 16 on july 16.

 

[Haven]

It seems to me you lack patience your still only a teenager and you already seem to be tired of humanities many flaws. Try not to be to upset with the world its not there fault they aren't as intelligent or bright as you are. I like to think of myself as an intellectual so I do understand your frustration it amazes the stupidity my peers display very often. But if the world acted in a we people like us deemed acceptable we are selves would lose our passion do to a lack of imperfection. Hopefully you understand the massege I'm trying to give. I wish I could articulate it better. Try not to be to mad other for not seeing the world in the same light.