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Nina
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It sounds funny even as I type it. How can you make it to 50 and discover you're lost? I have a nice life, with nice grown children all doing well. A nice husband, a nice home. I was a teacher for many years and left to persue some other...nice... interests. I have, nice, friends in my real world and hobbies and interests but everyday it strikes me at some point that something is missing.
Sometimes I think it's due to the fact that I lived in NYC for many years until we moved further north into a small town . I know everyone and they're ...nice....
But nothing shines or sparkles anymore. Nothing has taken my breath away and made my heart pound in years. My laughter has become shallow and almost forced, at times. Everything and everyone is predictable and...nice...
I'm afraid I am in "nice" overload.
Does anyone else feel this way? Sometimes I think it would be more interesting than, "nice" to exchange with someone outside of my real world where judgements and home town reputations weren't on the line. Just someone to kabitz with and let it all hang out.
Maybe letting lose with words will help me find my pulse again and put some sparkle back into a life becoming dull and wayyy too...nice.
I don't think I'm spoiled and I don't feel depressed. I appreciate all the...nice...around me, but something is missing.
If you find it could you let me know??
Sometimes I think it's due to the fact that I lived in NYC for many years until we moved further north into a small town . I know everyone and they're ...nice....
But nothing shines or sparkles anymore. Nothing has taken my breath away and made my heart pound in years. My laughter has become shallow and almost forced, at times. Everything and everyone is predictable and...nice...
I'm afraid I am in "nice" overload.
Does anyone else feel this way? Sometimes I think it would be more interesting than, "nice" to exchange with someone outside of my real world where judgements and home town reputations weren't on the line. Just someone to kabitz with and let it all hang out.
Maybe letting lose with words will help me find my pulse again and put some sparkle back into a life becoming dull and wayyy too...nice.
I don't think I'm spoiled and I don't feel depressed. I appreciate all the...nice...around me, but something is missing.
If you find it could you let me know??