Alone in the dark
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Hi
I have read some post in here and find me in the same situation like most of the people in here. Some post even scares me because they so close or similar to my life and my fears.
Every time i must go out to buy food at the stores, then i feel like every people are looking at me and thinking bad stuff about me. I know that they are not doing that, but fear is the littel mind killer. So it feels like it.
I usualy start to sweat and feel pale in these situations..and then i can tell for sure people are looking at me.
Sometimes when i walk outside were i live, then it also feels like every people are looking down on me and thinking..HAHA there goes a lonley dude..alltho i know its emagination, but again...i cant get rid of that feeling and it makes me prisoner in my own home.
If i get invited to a party, then the fear strikes me again..i would love to have a fun time and i havent always been like this social fear monster.
When i deside to go to the party, then i must always drink alot to get rid of the fear..but alcohol isent any solution in the long run. And it ruins my chance to find any Girlfriend in town. I usualy end up being the dude they laugh at due to im to drunk. :/
I have read some post in here and find me in the same situation like most of the people in here. Some post even scares me because they so close or similar to my life and my fears.
Every time i must go out to buy food at the stores, then i feel like every people are looking at me and thinking bad stuff about me. I know that they are not doing that, but fear is the littel mind killer. So it feels like it.
I usualy start to sweat and feel pale in these situations..and then i can tell for sure people are looking at me.
Sometimes when i walk outside were i live, then it also feels like every people are looking down on me and thinking..HAHA there goes a lonley dude..alltho i know its emagination, but again...i cant get rid of that feeling and it makes me prisoner in my own home.
If i get invited to a party, then the fear strikes me again..i would love to have a fun time and i havent always been like this social fear monster.
When i deside to go to the party, then i must always drink alot to get rid of the fear..but alcohol isent any solution in the long run. And it ruins my chance to find any Girlfriend in town. I usualy end up being the dude they laugh at due to im to drunk. :/