DayvanCowboy said:
I spend and give the time and energy and show in any way I can that I will be there and that I care. I never get that in return. I just get left behind while they get to live life always having someone and always having the choice of being in a relationship with someone.
I feel related to this. Just recently happened with the girl I used to like a lot. She was always calling me, but it was only because she always got some sort of help from me. But alas, I was living an illusion that she might have liked me. When I asked her if she wanted to date me, she responded, with an attitude, "You're crazy" and "You have a mental fart".
At that point, I then arranged to meet with her the next day, to keep helping her with her studies, but didn't show up, while she kept waiting for about two hours. Then when she called me irritated, I told her "sorry" in a dissinterested way, and told her I didn't want to see her again.